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this makes me sick

  • Oct. 15th, 2008 at 8:46 PM
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All I can say is that John McCain and Caribou Barbie, by some crazy accident, win this election, I'm moving to Canada to start a moose farm.

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Sep. 30th, 2008

  • 9:22 PM
fly wicked

Live Deep
never stop learning, playing or finding wonder in the world around you.
Live the length of your life, but live the depth of it as well.


Forgive imperfections
in yourself and others.
Imperfections keep things interesting.
Theyre the cracks where the light shines through.



Own Beautiful Things
And not just to keep in the drawer, tucked away for a perfect day.
Surround yourself with thhings that make you happy,
that remind you of the beauty all around usif we only keep our eyes open.


Make Mistakes.
Follow detours. Sometimes it takes and unexpected turn to help us find
the life that is waiting for us around the bend.
Trust yourself and the path that is meant for you


Take care of yourself
And sometimes that means you need the icecream.
Be good to your body, but also to your mind and spirit.
YOURE THE ONLY ONE WHO CAN.

booyah

  • Sep. 9th, 2008 at 5:36 PM
bite my headboard
I have my first interview next week. Fucking right. :]

perfection

  • Jun. 30th, 2008 at 10:10 AM
kisses


well we can be like this forever,
always  together,
never apart. this can be our
future, how does that sound?
'cause to me it sounds like
perfection.

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my home is with him
wrapped up in his arms laying on his bed listening to my favorite station
his lips touching my ear whispering "i love you"
that is where my home is
it isn't here

Unless you have lived my life, don't judge me.
because you dont know, never have, & never will
know every little thing that i've been through.

if there’s one piece of advice i can give
you, it’s this. when there’s something you
really want, fight for it. don’t give up no
matter how hopeless it seems. and when
you’ve lost all hope, ask yourself if in ten
years, you’re gonna wish you gave it one
more shot. because the best things in life,
they don’t come free.

Tragedies happen. What are you gonna do, give up? Quit? No. I realize now
that when your heart breaks, you got to fight like hell to make sure
you're still alive. Because you are. And that pain you feel? That's life.
The confusion and fear? That's there to remind you that somewhere out
there is something better, and that something is worth fighting for.

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my advice to you

  • May. 1st, 2008 at 6:15 PM
kisses
Wear sunscreen. If I could offer you only one tip for the future, sunscreen would be it. The long term benefits of sunscreen have been proved by scientists, whereas the rest of my advice has no basis or reliable then my own meandering experience. I will dispense this advice....now. Enjoy the power and beauty of your youth. Oh, nevermind, you won't understand the power and beauty of your youth until they've faded, but trust me in 20 years, you'll look back at photos of yourself and recall in a way you can't grasp now how much possibility lay before you and how fabulous you really looked. You are not as fat as you imagine. Don't worry about the future, or worry, but know that worrying is as effective as trying to solve an algebra equation by chewing bubblegum. The real troubles in your life are apt to be things that never crossed your worried mind: the kind that blindsides you at 4pm on some idle Tuesday. Do one thing every day that scares you. Sing. Don't be reckless with other people's hearts; don't put up with people who are reckless with yours. Floss. Don't waste your time on jealousy. Sometimes you're ahead, sometimes you're behind. The race is long, and in the end, it's only with yourself. Remember compliments you receive; forget the insults. (if you succeed in doing this, tell me how). Keep your old love letters; throw away your old bank statements. Stretch. Don't feel guilty if you don't know what you want to do with your life. The most interesting people I know didn't know at 22 what they wanted to do with their lives; some of the most interesting 40 year olds I know still don't. Get plenty of Calcium. Be kind to your knees -- you'll miss them when they're gone. Maybe you'll marry, maybe you won't. Maybe you'll have children, maybe you won't. Maybe you'll divorce at 40; maybe you'll dance the funky chicken on your 75th wedding anniversary. Whatever you do, don't congratulate yourself too much or berate yourself, either. Your choices are half chance, so are everybody else's. Enjoy your body: use it every way you can. Don't be afraid of it or what other people think of it; it's the greatest instrument you'll ever own. Dance...even if you have no where to do it but in your own living room. Read the directions (even if you don't follow them). Do not read beauty magazines; they will only make you feel ugly. Get to know your parents; you never know when they'll be gone for good. Be nice to your siblings: they're your best link to your past and the people most likely to stick with you in the future. Understand that friends come and go, but what a precious few should hold on. Work hard to bridge the gaps and geography and lifestyle, because the older you get, the more you need the people you knew when you were young. Live in New York City once, but leave before it makes you hard. Live in Northern California once, but leave before it makes you soft. Travel. Accept certain inalienable truths: prices will rise, politicians will philander, you too will get old; and when you do, you'll fantasize that when you were young, prices were reasonable, politicians were noble, and children respected their elders. Respect your elders. Don't expect anyone else to support you. Maybe you have a trust fund, maybe you'll have a wealthy spouse, but you never know when either one might run out. Don't mess too much with your hair or by the time you are 40, it will look 85. Be careful whose advice you buy, but be patient with those who supply it. Advice is a form of nostalgia; dispensing it is a way of wishing the past from the disposal--wiping it off, painting over the ugly parts, and recycling it for more than it's worth. But trust me on the sunscreen. 

it's been such a long time...

  • Apr. 13th, 2008 at 12:53 AM
kisses
'Everyone has things they blog about. Everyone has things they don't blog about. Challenge me out of my comfort zone by telling me something I don't blog about, but you'd like to hear about, and I'll write a post about it. Ask for anything: latest movie watched, last book read, political leanings, thoughts on something, favorite type of underwear, explain an interest, whatever.'
 

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taurus - brooding emotion incarnate

  • Mar. 19th, 2008 at 7:14 PM
seriously!

Taurus

You are brooding emotion incarnate. One minute you're up, the next you're down, the next you've shot your favorite newscaster in the kneecaps, "just 'cuz.". You're very earthy, which may mean that you don't shower as often as most people. Or it may just mean that you like to roll around with your nose in clover and sigh. Taureans love happy movies where everyone is jolly and having fun, but they fight with waiters and get upset with billboards. They like to psychoanalyze their friends but have no real experience with life in general. Taureans mumble while describing philosophical concepts. The Taurus is a strange bird because he or she holds grudges about things that never actually happened. This may stem from the feelings of inadequacy resulting from being beaten out for first in line in the zodiac by Aries. That is the Taurean self-image, always second best. However, they are undoubtedly the best at feeling like second best. All Taureans want to be God. Unfortunately, God is an Aries. You are generally tough to figure out because you answer every question with a question. Also, you won't come out from under the bed. Most Taureans love conflict. If nothing is wrong, then that in itself is something wrong. Some especially like bar fights. If they can't get into an actual bar fight, they will make up interesting stories about them which they can tell their friends right before they psychoanalyze them. If it weren't for Bazooka Joe and The Family Circus, Taureans wouldn't know what to do. You feel that you are going nowhere in life. You are probably right. Milwaukee is full of Taureans. Taureans are impatient and pushy. They are in a tremendous hurry to get to the nowhere that they intend to go to. They make little dioramas of their homes, complete with tiny effigies of the people they know, and act out scenarios of the way things would be if they were God.

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that's the deal, my dear

  • Dec. 14th, 2007 at 10:01 PM
hit pink toeshoes


I got my new camera, yay! Alas, I left the cord to load all the pictures I took at my friend's apartment, boo. I got a Sony Cybershot W80, and it's pretty much the sex. But I wanted it in pink and Best Buy only had it in silver. Bastards. It's wonderful and pretty and I took a buttload of pictures of Riley with it, because I have no life and no friends.

I've been spending quite a bit of time with Sam since she got back. Last night she picked me up at about 10:30 and we went to V's to have coffee (and I had eggs and toast and sausage since I never ate dinner) and we were there til almost 1 am. She was telling me about some books that she's read that she thinks I would like and we talked about music and travelling and all the stupid guys that she and I have known.  I love having her back.

Went to the mall today to help my mom and dad get presents for some people. I found a pair of pajamas that I absolutely LOVE from VSecret and my mom's working on buying my love again (lol) so she bought them for me. But I have to wait til xmas to get them. I had to get my brother's girlfriend a giftcard, and then I talked my parents into buying me some boots. I still have to get Brandon a present *coughcough*.

One more exam, on Tuesday. Econ. Death! But then I'm DONE for the semester!!!!

Blahhhh I don't wanna work at 4:30 am! And I want my Kurt Halsey orderrrrrrrrr.

started crying && i couldn't stop myself

  • Dec. 11th, 2007 at 11:06 PM
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Snow is here. Yikes. T-minus 21 days until Christmas.

 
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    I lie on the grass, breathing in the silence, listening to the night, looking up at the stars. I look up at the night sky and I wonder about life, about you, about why I'm here. And I look up at those cold, beautiful stars, so far away, and I realize life has never seemed so big.

    So my great-aunt fell and broke her hip on Tuesday night. She's having surgery right now to fix it, although I'm not sure how much they can do since she has osteoporosis and she's also 94 years old. I hope she can make it through this; I can't take losing her and my uncle in a span of 6 months.
    I've spent most of my day cleaning this godforsaken house, and now my mother tells me that I have to help make dinner for tomorrow. Haha, how about I buy canned cranberry sauce and put it in a bowl? That will be my contribution. I picked up the coffee. :]
    I'm really excited for my road trip to Menasha on Friday. But first I have to get through a 330-930 am shift. Balls.

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    I hate shopping for clothing. Nothing fits. It makes me le sad. I was on the hunt for a new winter jacket today and I found a Columbia Sportswear one that I really likes. Problem: the small went down to my knees because it was a misses size. Balls. So my mom let me order the one I've been lusting after FOREVER from Victoria's Secret.

    & Of course, it's pink. :]

    I'm searching high and low to see if I can find tickets for Wicked. *crosses fingers*

    Hopefully I will succeed in cleaning out my car today, as well as taking notes for Anatomy, writing a really stupid english paper, and making my printer work :] Yay!

    & Tonight is a wonderful night because GREYS ANATOMY IS ON! 

    i'm going to try defying gravity

    • Nov. 4th, 2007 at 7:58 PM
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    Thank god this semester is over halfway over. I'm getting A's in every class except Anatomy. There are only 3 out of 20 students passing that class. And my teacher doesn't curve. :[

    I've been listening to the "Wicked"  soundtrack all day and now I wanna see it sooooos bad! I bought the book and I'm gonna start it tonight hopefully.

    I also bought a few more books by Ayn Rand. "Anthem" and "We the Living". I'm so excited to read them, and I already started "The Fountainhead".

    I talked to Sam for almost two hours last night. I guess she's not happy in Boston and she wants to come back. I hope she at least finishes out the year, but I miss her like crazy. She and I are planning a road trip for next summer.

    Sorry this was so pointless, I'm pretty distracted at the moment.

    kisses
    we used to be able to talk about
    everything but now it's impossible
    to even start a decent conversation, you
    can't deny it. things have changed. we've
    grown apart and you have to face the fact
    that i won't be there everytime you need
    me just like you werent there everytime i
    needed you. i dont respect you anymore
    just like you never, ever respected me.
    you are just another face in the crowd.

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