Live Deep
never stop learning, playing or finding wonder in the world around you.
Live the length of your life, but live the depth of it as well.
Forgive imperfections
in yourself and others.
Imperfections keep things interesting.
Theyre the cracks where the light shines through.
Own Beautiful Things
And not just to keep in the drawer, tucked away for a perfect day.
Surround yourself with thhings that make you happy,
that remind you of the beauty all around usif we only keep our eyes open.
Make Mistakes.
Follow detours. Sometimes it takes and unexpected turn to help us find
the life that is waiting for us around the bend.
Trust yourself and the path that is meant for you
Take care of yourself
And sometimes that means you need the icecream.
Be good to your body, but also to your mind and spirit.
YOURE THE ONLY ONE WHO CAN.

well we can be like this forever,
always together,
never apart. this can be our
future, how does that sound?
'cause to me it sounds like
perfection.
- Location:bedroom
- Music:Made For Each Other - Jack's Mannequin
wrapped up in his arms laying on his bed listening to my favorite station
his lips touching my ear whispering "i love you"
that is where my home is
it isn't here
Unless you have lived my life, don't judge me.
because you dont know, never have, & never will
know every little thing that i've been through.
if there’s one piece of advice i can give
you, it’s this. when there’s something you
really want, fight for it. don’t give up no
matter how hopeless it seems. and when
you’ve lost all hope, ask yourself if in ten
years, you’re gonna wish you gave it one
more shot. because the best things in life,
they don’t come free.
Tragedies happen. What are you gonna do, give up? Quit? No. I realize now
that when your heart breaks, you got to fight like hell to make sure
you're still alive. Because you are. And that pain you feel? That's life.
The confusion and fear? That's there to remind you that somewhere out
there is something better, and that something is worth fighting for.
- Location:bedroom
- Mood:
restless - Music:here i go again - whitesnake
- Location:at the desk
- Music:pink - aerosmith
- Location:at the desk
- Music:foreplay/long time - boston
Taurus
You are brooding emotion incarnate. One minute you're up, the next you're down, the next you've shot your favorite newscaster in the kneecaps, "just 'cuz.". You're very earthy, which may mean that you don't shower as often as most people. Or it may just mean that you like to roll around with your nose in clover and sigh. Taureans love happy movies where everyone is jolly and having fun, but they fight with waiters and get upset with billboards. They like to psychoanalyze their friends but have no real experience with life in general. Taureans mumble while describing philosophical concepts. The Taurus is a strange bird because he or she holds grudges about things that never actually happened. This may stem from the feelings of inadequacy resulting from being beaten out for first in line in the zodiac by Aries. That is the Taurean self-image, always second best. However, they are undoubtedly the best at feeling like second best. All Taureans want to be God. Unfortunately, God is an Aries. You are generally tough to figure out because you answer every question with a question. Also, you won't come out from under the bed. Most Taureans love conflict. If nothing is wrong, then that in itself is something wrong. Some especially like bar fights. If they can't get into an actual bar fight, they will make up interesting stories about them which they can tell their friends right before they psychoanalyze them. If it weren't for Bazooka Joe and The Family Circus, Taureans wouldn't know what to do. You feel that you are going nowhere in life. You are probably right. Milwaukee is full of Taureans. Taureans are impatient and pushy. They are in a tremendous hurry to get to the nowhere that they intend to go to. They make little dioramas of their homes, complete with tiny effigies of the people they know, and act out scenarios of the way things would be if they were God.- Location:bryan's bed
- Music:i'm ready - jack's mannequin

I got my new camera, yay! Alas, I left the cord to load all the pictures I took at my friend's apartment, boo. I got a Sony Cybershot W80, and it's pretty much the sex. But I wanted it in pink and Best Buy only had it in silver. Bastards. It's wonderful and pretty and I took a buttload of pictures of Riley with it, because I have no life and no friends.
I've been spending quite a bit of time with Sam since she got back. Last night she picked me up at about 10:30 and we went to V's to have coffee (and I had eggs and toast and sausage since I never ate dinner) and we were there til almost 1 am. She was telling me about some books that she's read that she thinks I would like and we talked about music and travelling and all the stupid guys that she and I have known. I love having her back.
Went to the mall today to help my mom and dad get presents for some people. I found a pair of pajamas that I absolutely LOVE from VSecret and my mom's working on buying my love again (lol) so she bought them for me. But I have to wait til xmas to get them. I had to get my brother's girlfriend a giftcard, and then I talked my parents into buying me some boots. I still have to get Brandon a present *coughcough*.
One more exam, on Tuesday. Econ. Death! But then I'm DONE for the semester!!!!
Blahhhh I don't wanna work at 4:30 am! And I want my Kurt Halsey orderrrrrrrrr.
- Location:bedroom
- Music:shakira - whenever, wherever
Stole from
1. name:
2. birthday:
3. place of residence:
4. what makes you happy:
5. what are you listening to now/have listened to last:
6. do you read my lj:
7. if you do, what is particularly good/bad about it:
8. an interesting fact about you:
9. are you in love/have a crush at the moment:
10. favourite place to be:
11. favourite lyric:
12. best time of the year:
13. any pets?
RECOMMEND
1. a film:
2. a book:
3. a band, a song and an album:
PLUS
1. one thing you like about me:
2. two things you like about yourself:
3. a picture of yourself!
4.. put this in your lj so i can tell you what i think of you if you want.
- Location:bedroom
- Music:sugarcult - saying goodbye
Things to do tonight:
- two econ projects
- clean room
- put laundry away
- give Riles a bath
- wrap christmas gifts!
- Location:bedroom
- Music:Grey's Anatomy
May:
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint.
- Location:bedroom
- Music:bon jovi - lost highway
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I lie on the grass, breathing in the silence, listening to the night, looking up at the stars. I look up at the night sky and I wonder about life, about you, about why I'm here. And I look up at those cold, beautiful stars, so far away, and I realize life has never seemed so big.
So my great-aunt fell and broke her hip on Tuesday night. She's having surgery right now to fix it, although I'm not sure how much they can do since she has osteoporosis and she's also 94 years old. I hope she can make it through this; I can't take losing her and my uncle in a span of 6 months.
I've spent most of my day cleaning this godforsaken house, and now my mother tells me that I have to help make dinner for tomorrow. Haha, how about I buy canned cranberry sauce and put it in a bowl? That will be my contribution. I picked up the coffee. :]
I'm really excited for my road trip to Menasha on Friday. But first I have to get through a 330-930 am shift. Balls.
- Location:bedroom
- Music:killers - when you were young

& Of course, it's pink. :]
I'm searching high and low to see if I can find tickets for Wicked. *crosses fingers*
Hopefully I will succeed in cleaning out my car today, as well as taking notes for Anatomy, writing a really stupid english paper, and making my printer work :] Yay!
& Tonight is a wonderful night because GREYS ANATOMY IS ON!
- Location:bedroom
- Mood:
energetic - Music:Wicked - Defying Gravity
Thank god this semester is over halfway over. I'm getting A's in every class except Anatomy. There are only 3 out of 20 students passing that class. And my teacher doesn't curve. :[
I've been listening to the "Wicked" soundtrack all day and now I wanna see it sooooos bad! I bought the book and I'm gonna start it tonight hopefully.
I also bought a few more books by Ayn Rand. "Anthem" and "We the Living". I'm so excited to read them, and I already started "The Fountainhead".
I talked to Sam for almost two hours last night. I guess she's not happy in Boston and she wants to come back. I hope she at least finishes out the year, but I miss her like crazy. She and I are planning a road trip for next summer.
Sorry this was so pointless, I'm pretty distracted at the moment.
- Music:"wicked" - defying gravity
everything but now it's impossible
to even start a decent conversation, you
can't deny it. things have changed. we've
grown apart and you have to face the fact
that i won't be there everytime you need
me just like you werent there everytime i
needed you. i dont respect you anymore
just like you never, ever respected me.
you are just another face in the crowd.
- Music:rihanna ft. he-yp - i hate how much i love you


